i actually can't believe i'm saying this, but ..
your not my first thought in the morning anymore, your not my last thought before bed.
it scary for me, to say this,
its so hard being in love with your past, when you know its not your future, but its so hard to say goodbye to the someting, that meant so much to you. i continue to put you through this lie, because im so scared to hurt you. i did love you, i still do but there is a peice of me, that honestly wishes you weren't the person you are, that wishes things were different. ive never been one to trust anyone. i live by the saying "dont believe a word they say, but everything they do"

its hard waking up every morning withou you beside me.