your first love.

the only boy you've ever really fallen for & you know that it's true love, it's none of the silly immature love that people claim they do after a couple of weeks, you've got honesty, you've got trust, you fight yet you still love because you both know what you want, you both know that you we're meant for each other, so you wouldn't want to mess things up, no matter how many times you fight, you know deep down that you could never truly be mad at them, not a day goes by without you constantly thinking about them & it scares the hell out of you to think, " if i'm so in love with this one person, this person that i love with everything i have, how do other people move on & love another?" you're so emotionally attached to this boy that you're so scared to love someone else, this boy taught you the real meaning of love & you never thought you had love in you until he came along, he showed you, you never knew what the meaning of jealousy was until every time he mentioned a girl, it made you want to make sure that you were the best thing, like he is, because he is everything you've dreamed up, he is the perfect boy. nothing will ever compare to what this boy has, because it makes you see that not everything you want is everything you need, you'll never forget this boy, he changed your life, because he is your best friend, he is your everything & the love of your life..